These are my stories

Once upon a time a little girl was born in Waco, Texas. Many years later she moved to San Francisco and a whole new world opened to her; North Beach, poetry readings, coffee houses, and the flotsam and jetsam of wannabe artists, and writers. Life became a colorful canopy she had never envisioned before. This too ended and another life began; a marriage, responsibilities associated with marriage, still beautiful, and still colorful but never as stimulating to the younger fringe beatnik who lived in the enchanted world of San Francisco's North Beach.


The Waco Kids


I began with my memories and now have finished 8 books of poems and stories.


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Waco Kid(s)   

I WAS A STAR

I didn’t want to be left out of anything exciting. The kids on the block were practicing for a play. It was to be held in the yard across the street and all our parents were invited. A penny admission was charged.

As soon as I heard about the play, I began asking to be in it. They said, "You’re too little. You can’t even read yet. How are you going to learn your part?"

I said, "I want to be in the play, I want to be in the play! I have to be in the play!"

The kids decided among themselves that they better do something with me. I was becoming a really big nuisance.

One of them approached me and said "We have a part for you. You won’t have to speak. It is a very important part and you will be on the stage during the entire performance."

As long as I was going to be on the stage, I was satisfied. The evening of the performance, our parents and neighbors came from all around with folding chairs and blankets to sit on the grass. My mother and father were in the audience.

Before the play started, one of the big kids came over and said, "I’m going to take you over to your position. This is a very important part. You are going to be a footlight and shine on the actors as they walk about the stage."

I was led to a big cardboard box and climbed in, my face beaming above the edge. I was a "footlight". I knew what to do. I would smile turning back and forth; the glow from my presence would light up the stage and the actors as they moved about. And so, for one magic night – I was a star, shining brightly on all in my line of vision. Starlight, star bright, I was truly in my glory.

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THE CHURCH OF CHRIST

This sign was in the front yard. You couldn't miss it, THE CHURCH OF CHRIST. The tabernacle had a corrugated metal roof, a broad stage across the front where the preacher stood, and a very big blackboard. There were rows of wooden benches. The floor was soft, clean dirt. It felt like powder when I walked across it.
        Every Sunday, one of the members did the preaching. People who attended were people from the country....Good, hardworking people. They would drive in on Sundays, park their black Model-T's; I think they were Model-T's. I would sit in the back and watch. The preacher would write on this big blackboard. He was always talking about the Devil and Sin and you're going to Burn. I thought this was very interesting. I was never frightened. I had never heard about the Devil and what an evil creature he was. But my father found me sitting in the church and he said, "You are not going back there. You stay in the house or play with somebody; you don't go to church. This is not your church." True, it was not my church, but I might have learned something-who knows. Of course, I still don't believe in the Devil or Hell or Satan, but in those years I found it very intriguing.
        One Sunday, when the church was in session, we were standing around out front. There was a little child, maybe three or four years old. My father reached down and picked up this child and threw it high in the air, again up in the air. I got very angry-really, I was very jealous. He hadn't thrown me up in the air for a very long time. With all of my indignity showing, I went over and I punched this little kid. My father became furious. He said, "You are in for it. You are going to get a spanking." He went to grab me and I started running down the street with my father running after me.
        A child can run like the wind. My father was in his late forties and a little heavy and not athletic at all. He came after me and I would stop and wait. Around the corner... half a block... stop, wait again. I ran around the whole block and he, poor man, kept lumbering after me.
        Somewhere in the middle of the third block, I stopped at a peach tree, calmly picked a peach, and calmly ate it. I had plenty of time. I was yards ahead of my father. I ran another half block and turned the corner, running down the alley back to my house. My father was nowhere near me but I had given him a chance to get close enough. As we came into home plate, my father was huffing and puffing and shaking his fist at me. I was looking at him. He said, "You are bad. You are really bad! You deserve a spanking." He was probably right, and I never punched another kid again. I guess I got that out of my system.
 

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FRIED EGGS AND OTHER STORIES

I've just heard that the temperature has to be l40 degrees to fry an egg on the sidewalk. Way back when weather reports were totally foreign to me, I set out to experiment cooking on the sidewalk in the hot, hot days of summer in Waco.

I had a friend called Alice whose mother worked at the local dime store. Alice was left on her own much of the time. One day, we decided to bake a cake. We poured flour into a bowl, some sugar, some eggs, some salt and maybe some Crisco. We took turn stirring furiously to blend the ingredients. Finally, the mix seemed satisfactory. She found two cake pans and we carefully poured the batter into the pans. Now to bake it. Alice turned pale and said "My mother told me never, ever turn on the stove. It's too dangerous.

I couldn't convince her to be daring, so after thinking it over I suggested, we bake it in the noonday sun, on the sidewalk in front of her house. I had heard the expression "hot enough to fry eggs on the sidewalk", so why not hot enough to bake a cake.

We placed the pans in the blazing sun and tested them now and then to see if they were done. After thirty minutes of careful checking, we began dipping our fingers in the batter and licking it off. It really tasted good. Eventually, we tired of tasting and our stomachs began to get a little queasy. Needless to say, we got sick not real bad, but sick.

When her mother came home, she told Alice not to play with me again. I was a bad influence. I think my cooking days ended that hot summer day. Cooking has never filled me with joy. Possibly I was traumatized by my early childhood experience.

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BAREFOOT GIRL WITH CHEEK

I was in San Francisco. I was nine and my cousin Joe was two years younger. Here comes his untamed Texas cousin and his life was never the same again. He followed me everywhere. I was filled with curiosity and there was new territory to be explored. I could see part of the Golden Gate Bridge out of the rear window of the flat we lived in on Fulton Street. It was in the mid 30's and had not been finished but I could see the orange towers. Three of us slept in the sunroom; my brother Morton, Joe and myself. We slept on series of day beds against each wall. I was always cold. I never really got warm enough during that time.
          I enrolled in the fourth grade of Argonne School in the Richmond District. My classmates began asking me about Texas and about cowboys and Indians. I never really lied but I would smile smugly and they would assume that I had lived in Indian Territory.  Immediately I gained prestige.
          Allan Grover, the smartest boy in class, wanted to carry my books and walk me home. No true daughter of the Old West lets a "city slicker" cozy up to her. He would wait for me in front of the school to walk me home. I would swagger out and say proudly "I'm a tomboy, I am going to climb up on that telephone pole". He looked at the tall pole with the small notches for your feet. I would start to climb up and looked down at him. "Aren't you going to come with me?" "No" he said, "My mother wouldn't like me to." "Ha" I said, "You're a sissy". He walked away, head hanging low.
          I quickly climbed down; I wasn't about to go up that high. I just wanted to let him know I was one tough hombre. He continued to look at me wistfully but I never let on about my show of bravado. I needed to keep "face" and I did.
          One of my first adventures was to try and pet the cat next door. The mean woman screamed at me and told me not to touch her cat. I told my cousin we had to take revenge. We climbed up to the second floor on the outdoor stairs of the building. When she appeared in her yard, at my signal....We were to simultaneously spit on her head; which we did. She called the police. During our dinner, the police appeared and advised my aunt and uncle that this was very bad behavior. Ha....I was disciplined and Joe hung his head. He had never ever done a bad deed before. I decided to leave home.
          I put all my possessions in front of the garage. This was probably one of the first garage sales in San Francisco. All afternoon, I tried to peddle my belongings. I only had one customer, a very nice man who gave me a dime for a comic book.
          During this entire procedure, my mother never came downstairs. It was getting dark and cold. Reluctantly, I packed my stuff and moved back in.
          Not one to give up easily, I decided to round up two girls in the neighborhood, plus Joe, and I devised a way to make money. What better way than to sell flowers on the corner. Where to get the flowers? In the landlady's yard. We lived in a flat; she lived upstairs and the rest of us lived downstairs. Her yard was full of nasturtiums and geraniums just fading away. Busily, I gathered bunches of flowers; distributed them among my staff. Business was brisk. We only charged a penny a bunch.
          Every time we accumulated enough, we all hurried to the small store about a block away and carefully selected candy. The candy was distributed very democratically to each worker. This continued throughout the day. Again my attempts were foiled. The landlady, whose niece was among my group, discovered our business venture and again, I was disciplined.
          My aunt and uncle were probably very glad to see the last of me. They had raised their son to be a perfect gentleman and obviously, I was a very bad influence. My mother took it all very easily saying "Children are children."
          When we returned to Texas after a year, I was put on probation at school, but I never knew if I passed the test or not, nothing was ever said about it. Apparently, the War Between the States had never been resolved. I couldn't wait to get back where it was warm and I could take my shoes off. Happiness is walking barefoot and I am sorry my cousin, Joe never had the opportunity.
 

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Memories of Home

 I remember the Cotton Palace.  Waco is in the heart of cotton country.  A fair was held once a year and I would wander up and down watching snake charmers, dancing girls, strong men and of course, cotton candy.  A large machine filled with wonderful toys was there for 5 cents to manipulate a claw and if luck was with you, you were a winner of some wondrous object.  The only object I ever snared was a pencil clip and I remember that distinctly.

 I remember Juan.  He sold tamales out of a box hung by a leather strap around his neck.  The inside of the box was lined with shiny metal.  The smell and taste of those steamy tamales still makes me sigh with pleasure.

 I remember W. Lee O’Daniels and his hillbilly band.  He was running for governor and the crowd loved him and his music; he became governor.

 I remember downtown, Goldstein, Miguel – the largest department store in town.  It had a small café that served blue plate specials for 25 cents and just about everything else you wanted to buy.

 The best place of all was the ice cream parlor “Palace of Sweets” long marble counter, ice cream chairs and tables for the big people and the little people.

 I remember walking with my mother on summer nights on long strolls past Baylor University, the oldest college in Texas, which has the world’s largest collection of the works of Robert Browning.

 I remember going for ice-cream cones with my brother one day a week when cones were two for a nickel.  I would slowly savor my cone on the way home and one disastrous day I dropped my cone in the dirt.  My brother calmly handed me his cone saying, “I don’t like ice-cream anyway”.  I protested mildly and guiltily licked his melting cone the rest of the way home.

 I remember my father sitting close to a small radio listening to the ravings of Hitler.  None of us knew German, except my father, but we sensed heaviness in the air.

 I remember the buses with the “Jim Crow” section in the back, which in those days had very little meaning for me.  Years later when I lived in Houston and became wiser, I would approach the public drinking fountains, labeled “White” and “Colored” and loudly proclaim “I wonder how colored water tastes”.

 I remember lying on a blanket at night and trying to find the Big Dipper.  I remember the fireflies and the sound of crickets.  Waco, tree lined streets, shacks down by the Brazos River, Castle Heights, the upscale community where a rich cotton baron had build his home to look like a castle complete with turrets.  I was told it is now a museum.

 I remember people coming into our store to buy Brown Mule Chewing Tobacco – little tin mules were imbedded in each piece.  Ladies would come in and request in a quiet voice “Garrett Snuff”.  It was not exactly ladylike to dip snuff.

 Waco, a town where people said, “Yes ma'am” and “no ma'am”.  I was the only one in my classroom that refused to finish a sentence with a “ma'am”; I don’t think I’ve changed.

 I remember Cameron Park, a glorious natural park with spring water gushing out from crevices among the rocks; playgrounds, Sunday picnics, watermelon cuts (a term used for sharing a melon) which was brought from the icehouse, wonderfully cold.

 I remember Oakwood Cemetery, a wooded area where squirrels ran happily and birds were everywhere in abundance.  Large marble angels guarding graves, small mausoleums, large blocks of intricately carved marble.  It is the oldest cemetery in Texas dating back to the l800’s.  During Halloween, we would venture into the grounds at night and it didn’t take much to scare us as we wandered down the paths that twisted and turned.

 The small Jewish Cemetery adjacent to its huge neighbor was my last image of Waco.  My father, my mother and my brother are all resting there.  I spent my last day visiting her grave.  Everything was peaceful and soft winds blew at my face; I felt as if my mother’s hand was brushing gently through my hair.  I knew somehow that this would be my last look at Waco.  It had for me been a beginning and now it came to an end with the death of my mother.

I will always remember the Waco of my youth and it is worth remembering.

 

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